All about: depression

Depression Responder
I'm cleaning up my computer and found this intricate piece of writing from a few years ago. It might prove to be of some use during the current pandemic situation. * * * Dear valued correspondent, The nature of our digital reality compels me to let you know that my online availability is limited, for ...
How I avoided Depression
The original title of this article was “How I Overcame Depression” because it sounds more spectacular and is more likely to propel me into the realm of fickle yet immensely enjoyable Internet fame. But I didn’t want to lie. I don’t believe my symptoms, burdensome and debilitating as they were, warranted the diagnosis of clinical ...
Cheer up well done
So I have come to an inversion: your recognition will feel like an insult, (This is a defense mechanism) I have accomplished officially accomplished close to nothing, and I am still closing in to nothingness. This morning (but the diction is universal) I realized that all future things will be mere projections of the past, ...
the echo that defines the abyss
I wake up at one thirty then I forget to eat and and fight myself the evenings are prettiest: I drink and watch hero movies in which heroes follow a direction
do you know a name? (parental guidance advised)
every Monday i wake up with with a pain that i am not allowed to call pain some subconsciousness has conspired to destroy whatever vital ambition i hate this fucking show but i am not allowed to turn it off week by week my life is rotting away i have lost all interest and inspiration ...
Ceci n’est pas un poème déprimé
The hatred of my hatred vindicates me: I am still a consciousness in and of the world, death foreshadowing in all of its tissues My body tortures itself I must watch, I watch pain is no measure as my spirit is gone this is not suffering: I am an automaton I don't want to wait ...