Month: september 2009

September 28. Preparation underway.
It seems the final weeks of preparation have commenced. Charity Travel will begin mid October, I'll most likely fly into Georgia and start talking to people there about the conflicts they live through. Perhaps I'll find an orphanage or another genuine good work to support. But might keep my  wallet closed until Africa. I am ...
September 22. Self-justification.


Too quickly i too follow patterns of self-justification far from lamenting here i want to offer an analysis. "Are you enjoying the movie?" - "Yeah, uh, hey, i worked hard today and i, you know, when i take a break now i'll be fit tomorrow and that is better for everybody and.." - ...
September 21. A real friend.
Tonight I'll be my own good friend. No other options. But I'm looking forward to it. This way, I can be the friend I want to be. Talking about interesting topics, asking deep philosophical questions without portraying his own theory, looking me into the mirror into the eyes, going to a movie we really agree ...
September 11. Luxury, Experts.
Luxury - a very harch critique is the title of what I want to write today. I want to analyse the infantile causes that make people strive for luxury, and tell them in sevenhundred relentless words how despicable everybody is who even points with his finger at a golden watch. I want to produce a ...
September 8. Smaller and smaller people.

How big. To me, people appear too small for the enormous decisions they might have to make. They might have to decide about the gender of their child, yes about its right to be born at all. We will see small persons pondering those impossible questions and at one point seeking assistance. The machine ...
September 7. Maculate drawings.
How about this: "for ONCE in your life NOT to be constructing that life around your own future. For once, o dear god, living this life as a self that has the goddamn luxury to have wider interests than his self." It is a quote from the writer Fleyms, who is hardly known these days. ...
September 6. Berlin attracts me again.
Night I spend on the highway Szeged - Budapest - Bratislava - Brno - Prague - Dresden - Leipzig. The car smells of bell peppers, four big sacks of Serbian bell peppers share the back seat with me. I am happy. This is the father and his son. They take me kindly to Leipzig, and ...